Non Stop Babbling

Saturday, January 27, 2007

we are the IVP champ 06/07!!
all we worked hard for..
all sacrifices..
my tears my pain..
its in the medal infront of me..

but from the last whistle till now i felt no joy..
i dunno why..
not cux i am not involved..
i feel so involve thou i am on the outside..
the connection i had with the whole team is so much..
all 12 are impt people..
in making this successful..
gg in to help the team to serve n gain points meant so much to me..
really a tough period right before this comp..
never imagine by letting everything go turned the whole table around..
i am so thankful that God had His plans..

i know the team got something big..
but to me i know i've lost something even greater..
really super stuck in my emotions..
uncertain of the future..

To Tiff..
really really so happy to see u perform tt day..
i dunno how to express but yah..
we've been exchanging w each other so much in the court..
never played together before if u realise in tp..
but i am really so glad u made it at the end..
i knew it wasnt a wrong decision to let go..
i told u after semis tt wadever or whenever u cant do i will be there to fill it for u..
n i always believe u sure can do it..
no doubt..
be it physically or supporting mentally i will be there always..
and yes!
so proud u did it!!
love ya!!

bebble says HI just to say BYE@ 2:45 AMMonday, January 15, 2007

long time since i blog.. many things happened within this period.. all e unpleasant things but well its how God showed His miracle time n time again to me no matter how much i din trust.. i am able to now look at things from a wide angle.. n its simply amazing.. God is awesome!!

its project hectic weeks since e start of this year.. n its gonna last for a month.. reports after reports to submit in this 4 weeks.. n its total madness.. i really cannot take it already.. meeting in sch every morning n do all e way till evening den go sports hall for game or watch game.. go back rush the work, sleep late n next morn wake up early for same routine.. i wanna squueze dry the 2 idoits in my grp le.. SIMPLE things also can screw up.. n everybody stop asking me why i don give them chance!! be fair to me please!! work is driving me crazy.. the mood also abit siao siao.. suddenly will angry at pple.. cux i cant take it anymore.. n i fail 1 subject for mid sem.. failed the most common sense subject.. shitty man.. n tt asshole don even go class or anything don even do project but pass with a C!! obviously la.. u have all e time to mug while i slog everyday in e lab to do ur grp report.. ROAR!! seriously tired out by everything.. break down is the last thing i want to do.. i just need to survive thru this ball n work period and it will all be fine..

i hope i can get good results from both.. den i will take a long break..

i don have time to spend quality time with u.. after u're gone its hibernation period for me.. not looking forward at all but its coming soon.. sad-ed..

bebble says HI just to say BYE@ 11:13 PMMonday, January 01, 2007

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!

Its 2007..
This year shall be the best year ever..
Goodbye 2006..
Certainly not a good year for me..
Lots of sadness..
Ball..Friends..Work..God..
None seems to have a happy ending..
Swing my sadness away at mangosteen last night
Took a 2 hour walk home..
Feels pretty good thou..
I pray for a good beginning..
I pray for everyone around me to be happy..
I pray I can be the happy me again..
Feeling safe and protected all the time..
Hee..
Happy New Year once again..
Its gonna be your best year ever..
=)00000000

bebble says HI just to say BYE@ 1:26 AM