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Friday, December 22, 2006

people whom you thought are close to your heart turn out not to be..
you make your choice to whom you want to give to..
but its always returned empty..
and you know it before that..
what for???
people whom you don give to..
are the one who care the most..
is that taking for granted??
been hanging out with friends..
having hundreds of people walking past me daily..
but that loneliness is just hard to describe..
i don dare to expect anything/more..
it hurts cux i am always falling..
disappointments upon disappointments..
no longer i..
lonely xmas 06..
but at least i am assured of a good beginning..

thx klang for that little msg..
for being able to notice tt slight change..
you make me feel so much better..
muackx!

my dear janis.. do not forget ur dear friend here while you r enjoying ur holiday somewhere so fairyland.. will miss you lots.. do take care of yourself yea.. see ya in 2007.. with my present!

n my dear sihui.. don you think its time to come back? u're gone for too long.. missing you since last week.. faster come back and spend this xmas with me.. i got alot things to tell you.. i wan you to hug me! tell me you love me!!

who else can give me what i don have except my DJS.. i am missing and will miss you! hugs!!

bebble says HI just to say BYE@ 1:55 AMWednesday, December 20, 2006

back from chalet at changi beach club.. that place is so quiet.. its as thou we own a huge bungalow... 1st night reached there at 830 after, den we had our dinner at their restaurant and we were the only customer.. haha damn cool man.. we booked the whole area like tt.. but their food not good.. so i understand why nobody.. after that we walked arnd the whjole club to see wad things can we do but theres nothing to do cux its too late.. so we return back to our room watch tv play monopoly n sleep..

second day.. we planned to wake up at 1030 to go for a dive before our breakfast.. but how can tt be when tiff is arnd.. more over it was raining cats and dogs.. we woke up bout 12 n went to have a bite at their lounge.. cux vien mum had like dunno how many bucks voucher so we no need pay anything.. hehe.. we had to order till it hits 20 bucks cux its 10 bucks per voucher.. we just ordered n ordered.. after we went ktv to sing for 1 hr.. went to play bowling.. n i think i rock.. hahaha.. after bowling we went to grab our shoes and we went for some badminton.. we were all like receiving and spiking like tt with such a small net.. we have no shuttlecock and we got to purchase.. basket small little shuttlecock cost 2.50?!?! that was like sha ren fang huo.. initially when we asked they said 1 buck.. den when we return to pay for it they say 1.50.. we gave a 2 bucks and they say will return change later and den before returning they say 2.50.. wad crap la.. we ended paying so much.. i mean vien.. haha.. den kitty go explore and opened this door and we saw a whole lorry of shuttlecocks.. cux pple train there n left it there.. -_-
we kop a few to compensate our 1 buck.. 1.50.. n finally $2.65 plus gst !!

after badminton they wanted to go for a dive to fulfil their dream.. but the rain was like on n off.. when its on it just have lightning n thunder.. when its off its heavy drizzle.. but we super heck care.. die also must swim n this wan really will die.. we change up took out our shirt n we stood there freezing.. damn bloody cold la.. n after tt we heard a "splash".. we turned arnd, kitty plunged into water already.. so we couldnt care less n jumped in together.. n its cold!! brrrrr.....
we swim 1 lap across the width and we saw lightning.. n we were man.. oh no.. but yet die also don wan leave the pool..den some uncle who is in charge screaming from top asking us to leave the pool.. so no choice we swam back that width which make up 2 laps in total before we leave the pool.. we sat by the side under the shelter for the rain to turn off.. it was a long wait.. n fianally it stopped.. we swam like a few laps.. n tired out already.. haha.. n we went to measure tiff height using the water.. cux they got 1.8m.. we ask her go all the way down.. n her head was sticking out a little.. so shes like 1.81 cm.. laughing non stop for doing tt silly stunt on her la..
went back our room with our clothes all wet.. had our nasi lemak dinner.. while vien went off for some 10 dishes dinner cux her grandma birthday.. but it was all fun.. we were damn hungry after all the sport.. so we ate n ate when we go back.. maybe too cold.. forever not full. n we were in our wet clothes for like 2 hours.. n finally bathed at 10pm..

despite just 4 of us it was fun.. we din have to squueze in bed cux its enough.. everything was nice cux its cashless.. hee.. i don mind more of such things.. n eve gonna hold her 21 birthday there in the function room.. looks not bad.. pretty cool.. its on 20th jan 2007.. haha.. i'll see u there eve! haa

bebble says HI just to say BYE@ 4:00 PMFriday, December 15, 2006

yea hooray!!
exams over..
screwed 2 out of 4 paper..
just hope for a pass.. hee..
but anw its over.. i'm happy..
went sakae with gang to celebrate..
gg nike sales tml..
hehe..
wanna enjoy while i can..
holiday is dedicated to my projects in school everyday..
but well.. i need the projects now to pull my grades up..

xmas coming..
i bought my secret friend a gift already..
i bought myself a little one too..
thought of what to buy for you also..
hee.. so happy..

bebble says HI just to say BYE@ 12:09 AMSaturday, December 09, 2006

yea.. day out with dear.. finally..
had a nice day..
rong came in the night too..
time to mug over the weekends..
n go for exams from mon to thurs..
n den chiong project thru the holidays..
all the way till end jan..
not gonna be easy i suppose..
but will plan my time properly..
i hope..
i wish..
i pray..

bebble says HI just to say BYE@ 2:21 AMMonday, December 04, 2006

somehow i just feel so disappointed..
=(

bebble says HI just to say BYE@ 6:22 PM