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Monday, June 26, 2006

now i m stuck in my sch lab cux lesson cancelled.. 1 hr lesson n i chose to come n miss the morn lect which is 2 hr.. meeting ah da later at 3 haa so not so bad i din come sch for nothing n at least i took my time.. n not like rush here..

hmm.. some updates.. last thur night i was staying at klang hse.. ooh cux i went over watch soccer.. manage to stay awake till 3 but knock out when it was bout half time.. so i miss all the goals tt brazil made.. den on fri went church with klang.. got some event.. n its at jurong west building.. sit train till boon lay till butt break.. after went for trg at 630.. couldnt set the net cux some donkey stole our screws.. for wad they steal i also dunno but our 4 screws went missing.. the uncles in e office were v nice.. they found some spare screws but were too long n they went to bend it.. goodness.. thanks dude.. but by the time net was done was 830 when trg ends at 9.. haa.. n wong came at 730 or later.. dunno wad to say also.. cant be bothered.. only me n yr 1s went trg... haa.. but was fun n tiring thou.. cux maybe of the little left when we started trg we were like rushing here n there.. haa at least was fun..

n in the night bout 11 plus.. jean was like excited to make food for us for the next day at beach cux some of us playing game there.. haha she wanted to make fan tuan but our dear vien popo advice her to make bread instead cux its easier n she volunteered to donate some ingredients for the bread.. haha.. so bout 12 me n jean went to buy some stuff from prime mart n den went to vien hse take stuff.. slack abit den wanna go off tt time raining cats n dogs.. super sian den we cant leave but dying to cux was obut 1 plus le.. only manage to leave at 2.. den i pack my beach stuff till 3.. haa..

woke up on sat at 6.. mum woke me up n made breakfast for me with her eyes closed i guess.. so early lei.. haa.. but thanks mum.. muackx.. met bel n vien cux got to do scorer.. we were late but hu cares.. 815 reach lei.. madness.. did scoring till noon.. morn sun was bad.. but did at klang n hoho court so not so bored.. noon time the rest of da gang arrive.. with jean bread of course.. haha.. din had time to entertain them cux of so busy.. noon time i got changed up n getting ready to play le.. haa.. only won 1.. pasir ris the noobs.. haa.. den manage to enter into top 6 out of 8.. haha.. but confirm got 30 bucks.. kinda pathetic but its not bad le..

hmm.. finish rather late cux of the rain den got to stop.. went to meet klang zhu n yilin at the airport at 10 plus 11.. super tired n dead.. were there till bout 2.. catching up the old days.. dear called n we chatted for a while.. took cab back to klang hse cux staying there.. cab fare was like 14 bucks? haa madness so ex la.. form airport to bedok ONLY!! n klang neighbour commited sucide tt day.. so scary la.. we were like holding each other when walking back to her hse.. freak out when we saw the red paper thing on the wall.. everywhere.. somemore its opposite her hse the neighbour.. when reach her hse she go toilet i went with her.. she go where i follow.. cux the atmosphere was too spooky.. eeee..

slept with her on the bed for a while den i roll down to my mattress le.. haha n i think i snored big time cux i super tired la.. n klang was no better i assume.. n the next day we stil got to wake up at 7.. but bel dad fetched.. reached there it was raining like donkey n cow.. everbody were at the big shelter at the interchange.. was there bout 2 hrs la.. n was the last gang of pple to take the tram to sunset bay.. so smart of us.. haa.. if not got to wait non stop..

did scorer for a while cux 3 games walk over.. n ah da arrived!! with food.. hahah.. she so gugu.. sitting beside me now den i dunno wad to type.. hahaha.. we waited rather long for our game n played 2 games in total but it felt like 20 games.. so tired la.. n we lost to both of them n they look not good but we still lose.. sian.. haha.. so now dunno wad placing we r la.. but rather bad.. but at least got 15bucks each.. ahah.. next week stll got to play dunno how many.. all the best for seet n ah di.. they win champ got 1000 bucks.. hooray.. seet can clear debts n ah di can treat me 3 meals.. haa tts a deal made..

all in all was a fun time at the beach with all my friends.. esp ah da(she force me to say tt)hahaha.. s spent quite alot time with klang last week.. haa.. love her to bits man.. haa.. pouring out to each other our happiness is just so nice right.. this friendship gonna go a long way dude.. love ya muacks!!

n ah da my beach partner.. happy tt we played this thing together thou i dunno y u agree to play also.. haha cux u gugu.. cant help it.. haha.. but fun right?? haha n she played quite well(she force me to say tt again!) haha.. but ok la.. better den the previous wan which u cant even move.. haha.. next comp playing with bel.. haha.. my next partner.. guess it will be fun also.. haha.. cux u r insane n so m i.. haha..

alright off to meet kartini to take money... byebye..!!

bebble says HI just to say BYE@ 2:38 PMWednesday, June 21, 2006

trg cancelled.. piss off BIG TIME!! after all i do.. msging everyone telling them got trg.. den again to cfm with them bout trg.. n den cancel trg.. wosrt thing is i call her like dunnno how many thousand time n she nv ans.. this is the most irritating part la..cant even cfm anything till the last min..

piss off cux its damn last min.. because of the badminton pple using 6 courts which means half of boys court.. n e boys use our court n we r left with no court.. n khartini still say girls can have friendly outside.. siao.. say frenly so easy ah. play with dogs outside har?!.. she book the outdoor court for us but hu e heck wanna train there.. dunno how to set e place somemore..

some pple irritated me over some stuff somemore.. almost exploded.. played my guitar non stop.. strum super hard till string wan break..

i dunno wad m i angry over also la.. no trg den no trg lo.. its no big deal..shld be happy instead.. but think again don think its got trg or not.. its the everything tt's not settled driving me nuts..

i say it before i say it again.. i feel FREAKING SILLY doin all these nonsense.. its really nonsense.. cux nobody cares a hood.. i m like trying to bring everyone towards this place but somehow they r not even walking with me.. not anywhere near.. sorry... i think its my fault.. somehow i made a BIG mistake on e way to this place.. a mistake tt is making myself soooo miserable.. tell me if i m wrong.. i don wanna chuo xia qu.. tell me if i shld not even be doin all these.. tell me if u all don need me.. tell me if i m a dumb ass..a big dumb one.. TELL ME!!

dear!! i seriously need u so much.. my heart is like filled up with tears.. i dunno wad to do for everything tt is happening in my life.. i m LOST!! i got no one to turn to le.. HELP!!

bebble says HI just to say BYE@ 4:41 PM

had sec class gathering on tue.. pretty amazing tt i went.. ate this yucks jap food at east pt.. haa den went off to johan hse.. condo opp changi hospital.. but not bad.. got this mahjong room n pool table which is like so big.. bigger den 9ft smaller den billard table.. played mahjong with them but their style all diff den cannot show my power.. thiers is dunno wad KL style.. nonsense man.. play till 7 plus den go east pt eat again.. den was con back to his hse to watch soccer with them.. me n 3 guys.. so boring la.. den their guys talk almost got me crazy,.. n they r laughing over every thing i say... wanted to cab back lo but midnight already.. super waste money so just cont to stay cux they keep on stay la stay la already so late.. den we watch the 3am soccer together.. faint.. 1 guy left at 12 plus so left me with 2 more guys.. we did everything we could to keep ourself awake.. play all sorts of card games.. talk every single nonsense.. finally 3am come.. yeah.. but i only lasted till half time.. den on n off watching e match after tt.. they were like sleeping le la.. but wasted man englang... 2-2..

the game ended at 444am.. den so silly to cab back.. so just stayed on lo.. i slept on the big king size bed n e both of them on e floor.. wahahha.. nu wang man.. hahaha.. they complaining non stop.. hahaha.. hu cares.. den once we were on the bed they started talking non stop keep saying cannot sleep suddenly v awake.. all crap.. i was like tired la.. they trying to keep me awake still say lets play mj.. crazy man.. haha.. somehow there was just this moment of silence n everyone went to sleep.. left there bout 9. took cab back still so i think its dumb to stay somehjow haha but had fun.

they keep saying they din expect the wan staying with them till so late wan will be em.. neither did i expect tt.. hahaha... but had a great time..

bebble says HI just to say BYE@ 4:29 PMTuesday, June 20, 2006

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my SWEETIE KLANG!! MUACKX!!

bebble says HI just to say BYE@ 1:49 AMSunday, June 18, 2006

training camp is cancelled.. =( kinda disappointed thou cux thot it will be a real good chance to bond n havoc as a team.. n a great time with my gang again.. but hais.. well nobody cares.. so i shall not too.. falling too much till i don even know how to pick myself up..worst still when pple r stepping on me.. BB YOU ARE SO SILLY!! if i don think so much think so far think for everyone think i will be happier.. i m suppose to be happy when i do things for pple to be happy but apparently nobody is happy.. tt makes me so sad.. really sad.. i m really hurt for goodness sake..

when u r here i dont have to pretend to be strong n happy all the time cux i can go crying to u.. n all the nonsense n ridiculous stuff will be gone.. now tt u r not arnd i have to stand by myself.. cry also dunno cry to hu.. so just cant be bothered to.. nv felt so independent before.. at the same time lonely..

come back now n i will weep to u big time..
1st month without u was terrible
2nd month i tried to get use to it
3rd month i am too busy to think bout anything tts missing
4th month i start to think something is missing
5th month i know how much i miss u n everthing begins from 1st month..
man how long can i last like tt..
wad m i at the 48th month?

bebble says HI just to say BYE@ 12:47 AMFriday, June 16, 2006

just came back from the world cup match.. eng vs T&T.. haa.. 2-0.. last 10min den score.. all e ah peks downstairs were like cursing n swearing in e earlier 80 min.. cux they all losing money.. haa.. so rowdy man..

youth cup ended for us like yest? against PHSA.. haa.. must say we played until like real bad.. more of losing to ourselves.. but somehow we r just happy.. not with our performance of course.. but with the time we spent together.. on e bus to n fro.. den e hang out in my place.. like brings back all e memories.. me playing e guitar n ah da just sing n sing in her own world.. don care how pple laugh.. ahaha ah da until cannot ah da.. forever making us so happy by laughing at her n she found joy in it.. this gang is just amazing.. one big family.. COOL~~ they r so gonna perfect my days in TP.. i really really thank God for them.. without them i wun even be able to hold on in e team for so long.. =)

next mon n tue is e vollayball camp.. really hope everything will turn out well.. little afraid now cux wong is not gg n seet also cant find time.. wun know how to handle man but well i trust in my team my gang tt they will make it nice n nice.. really pray everything will just flow smoothly.. come on everybody.. just bond for this once.. e camp will be a sure nice thing cux i shall come out with lotsa silly nonsense to do.. haa.. like putting flour on ur nose when u r asleep.. n making u eat egg yoke for forfeit.. YUCKS!! pui~~

tml having project at 12.. think everyone gonna be late again.. den evening either go watch match or go for church bbq.. or both also gg den chill at east coast park after tt.. haa..

all e best dear for ur exams.. 2 more!! press on.. miss ya big time!!

bebble says HI just to say BYE@ 2:32 AMTuesday, June 13, 2006

played against smb yest.. played badly.. nobody played well at all only tiff.. so proud of her la.. only she playing well for the last 2 games.. **pat pat on ur shoulders dude** so cool la.. haa.. n for the rest of us. haa.. dunno wad to say also.. nothing went right.. i couldnt feel the ball at all like dun even know where to stand when to move. just stood there.. all of us did just tt.. haa.. madness la.. well at least we din play well together.. still kinda united yea? haha..
its the process ba tts more impt.. really had lotsa fun at this competition.. playing with all shs pple.. like re-unite man.. 2nd round grping was just really bad.. cux the 1st round was too easy.. not we want it this way also.. but some pple just chose it this way.. n now focuslink gets in if they win PHS.. eeee.. how smelly can this get? they so lan.. but haa.. shs nv fails to meet phs in e 2nd round... never fails!! hahah.. all thanks to?? but its ok.. PHSA also our pple so hai hao.. better den KA or focuslink..

tml one last game with PHSA.. not playing but really feel like finishing this whole comp together with them nicely n whole-ly.. y not playing? cux i sprain tt ankle of mine.. AFTER the game yest.. sian la.. i was running n hopping outside the toilet yest after game cux the bus come le so i wan go toilet find TIFF BEL N VIEN(THE CULPRITS OF MY INJURY!!) den nv see the mini drain along the side den step into it den OUCH!!!!!!! den somemore got 2 anderson kias.. so pai seh la.. argh.. now its swallon.. applying n icing lots of things.. hopefully by tml it will be less pain den can at least play finish the game once n for all n rest at home for as long as it takes to recover.. really wanna play with my dear gang one last time together as in like really 6 of us.. don even know next yr can play anymore.. cux of some sickening conners.. hu con away my ah da n ah tiff.. bluffing them to play for singapore.. don crap with them la.. think they innocent ?? haa.. they r anw..

last night had a LOOOOOOOOOOONG night.. hahaha.. bel was drunk!! i was red.. ahahha.. so cool.. we were mad.. got home like 3 plus..

BB PRAYS HARD FOR IT TO HEAL BY TML!!

bebble says HI just to say BYE@ 2:24 PMSunday, June 11, 2006

had a great day today with da TP team today.. morn 745am took a bus from sch go xinmin for part 2 of our invitational cup.. played against KA CSC n KA CC.. ok hate to say this but we lost to KA CSC.. or wad seet say.. we din lose.. we gave it to them.. hahahah.. for wadever reason la.. played 3 sets.. 15-13.. sigh.. haa.. most of us cant perform.. xt was like still drunk.. haha.. slept at 6am can.. haa.. n all e little ones just cant perform.. last night we overnighted at vien hse.. from 2am i say go sleep.. den we fight until 330 den sleep.. stupid vien nothing to do keep squeezing with me n tiff when obviously theres no space n nobody dares to roll over to eve bed.. haha.. cux vien say theres an unseen boundary.. hahahah.. had popeye with de gang yest.. for once afer so long we had a meal together.. yeh!!

somehow i felt tt the morn games built up our bonding up another level.. its always like tt.. after something bad happen like we lost.. we will or rather our captain will be like telling n screwing into us all our mistakes tt we made bla bla bla.. i must say tt this captain of mine is just so good la.. haa.. we love u, u love us.. we r one big happy family alright.. hahahah.. n i told de gang must appreciate this 'nice' person.. so u better love us more.. u r rare n so r we.. =) hugs hugs!!

today we cab down after tt 2 games to hougang sports hall for our youth cup game with singapore schs.. we tot everything will be alright.. we were like repeating every stuff tt captain say bout us den make sure we will not do it again in e court.. haa.. 1st set we were v unstable man.. almost lost it if i din rmb wrongly.. but BB just wanna praise da whole team for holding on so well n tight thou we were like shag n drain out from prvious games..

i think everyone performed very well.. all e unexpected wans did superb.. tiff if u see this.. i just wanna say u rock today man.. everyball u spike over.. like really bao wo n i guess tt saved us..i mean its like to others it will be like ah it shld be expected.. haa.. nonono.. we know u.. n i must say u did very very well.. being so tall n almighty there.. love ya to bits.. n vien.. all ur cunning acts.. goodness.. i don even know when u doing it la.. cant even read my player mind.. too expression-less le la.. hahaah.. but it was all good.. so good..must be the fight we had last night..

haha..tml against smb.. 630pm.. dunno wad to expect but haa.. just play our best.. play for God..
n as for today i just wanna thank God for e team spirit tt was built n the victory.. n all the things tt we were protected against.. haa.. n i pray for tml!! AMEN!!

i love de team n my captain=)

n i miss my dear.. =(

bebble says HI just to say BYE@ 8:55 PMFriday, June 09, 2006

been long since i've posted.. too busy with my mid sem man.. haa n now finally i m down to one paper.. tml saturday.. LAW!! haven start studying yet.. not plaaning to do it so soon.. need a break..

some updates..
last sun..4/6
played some invitational cup thingy at xinmin.. won 2 teams.. 2 more n we r the champ.. tt is if we win the next 2..

after tt rush down in a cab to church for my captains ball finals.. haa it aint a small thing man..wwas kinda a big event.. haa.. n everyone is like cheering for u n the sch tt u r representing. haha.. was a knock out round.. we won tt round n enter into semis.. n because of some rough plays by the girls in e semis.. we lost by a ball.. not finding excuses to y we lost.. but they r like so rough.. they r from jc cluster.. n they were like grabbing me n over shadowing me when e ball was in my hands.. 3 of them surrounding me n i was stuck beneath.. i was like using all my strength to get out of it my face was liek totally piss but i cant do anything cux its at church.. haha.. must control..

we fought for 3rd n 4th n we won.. won 100 bucks marshe voucher.. split among 8 pple.. hahah.. better den nothing..

had mid sem from mon to sat.. studying after studying after studying.. all my notes i already swallow in man.. n manage to vomit most of it out.. haa.. simply saying my ans shld be corect if nothing goes wrong.. 1st paper i finish at 918 pm.. started at 9.. haa.. i got shock man... check n check make sure nv leave out anything.. left e room at 930..

studied from mon to wed at the library with my gang.. nothing but fun.. hahah.. laughing non stop but still manage to study.. =)

thurs 8/6
had no paper but went to sch to find khartini.. went with seet.. xiang was suppose to be there too but apparently she wasnt so only left me n e blur seet.. she is a big dodo bird.. dunno sch got cheers.. dunno tt library can print.. dunno wads a one stop svc center.. my gosh in her 3rd yr somemore... she know nuts..

was con by her to go with her to do her field trip.. she said its bonding.. wad e crap?! bonding with 1 team mate.. 2 plus xt,.. haha.. well they said its the committee bonding.. wadever way to spell tt c word..
took 8 to tpy cux there den got bus go e dunno wad place.. ate there n waited for xt to come.. seet went to see doc to get mc for her swallon disgusting eyes.. haha.. n she manage to con the gay doc 2 days mc.. but 33 bucks.. ahha..n she was given capsule to swallow.. wahahha.. this big donkey cant even eat capsule.. how to afford to be sick.. haha.. me n xt were like teaching her the how to eat it fast n clean but she just cant.. made the both of us laughed non stop.. her stupid capsule just kept floating arnd her mouth n not gg down even after she consume like her whole bottle of water.. went a couple of places n ended up in town.. how can i be in town during my mid sem period.. haha.. all their fault.. it was for bonding! they said..

went borders n orchard library which i din know theres one.. hahah.. was like making a fool out of myself over the unknown stuff.. n stupid seet kept laughing at me cux i laughed at her for not knowing her sch..
went back bout 730.. took 518 n only reached home at 915.. jam till like dunno wad cux got accident.. sit till my bum melted with the seat beacsue of seet.. wow. rhymes..

hahah but all in all it was a fun day out with them.. great bonding eh?! had lotsa fun laughing at them pointing at a mac tt moves when they move.. right dudes?? haha..
n seet.. aint u glad to be in this team where everyone loves everyone.. n after wad we've chatted on e bus..
so u better start loving us more n clear some of ur blurness..

bebble says HI just to say BYE@ 2:15 PMSaturday, June 03, 2006

i seem to have so many things to say.. feeling lotsa emotions now.. haa.. but shall not kill everyone with all e details.. i will go kill dear.. bomb her with 10 mails.. haa..

ok.. heres my day.. after yest long night.. n i still can study till 2..
tutorial at 9.. was my not bad looking tutor lesson.. but i was stoning all e way.. normally i will give all e ans.. saying ridiculous stuff.. but today i was like in a daze.. den he buay tahan den ask me.. "debbie r u ok? r u sick? u haven talk since e start of lesson.. wad happen to u?" ahahah den i just laugh a bit den cont stoning.. 30 min later.. i was still in silence.. den he cannot take it.. "debbie.. i think theres seriously something wrong with u, r u having sorethroat? y aint u talking?"hahaha.. den he give me e sissy feeling kind.. den he ask those qns.. haha.. laughing inside cux no energy to lol.. den he just give up asking me by saying "debbie is not a morning person i realise" hahaha.. how interesting..

sch ended at 1.. ate with tiff n ah da till 2.. den go library study alone till 4.. tiff con me say she studying tts y i go.. in e end?!?!b4 tt i still went take something den park bike at home den go sch again man.. haa.. nvm.. forgiven.. studying alone is good.. left at 4 go take my new specs. feeling giddy wearing it man.. makes my world spin non stop.. den at 5 went hospital visit my grandma.. her rib got a crack or something.. spent some time with her till 6.. cux need to leave for church.. bout 6 like tt she ask me can stay a little longer to pei her.. help her with her dinner n stuff.. my heart sank.. den i watch her eat her dinner.. help her clear up.. she was telling me how bored she was.. sitting there whole day.. n if no one visit den it will be ultimate boredness kind.. den she talking to me bout my future n stuff.. sigh..left at 615.. when bid farewell tt time she was like trying to grab my hand as i was walking out.. like so bu she de kinda feeling.. but i really bu she de her.. my eyes were like watery when i walking to e lift.. my heart hurts when i see her in pain, suffering, alone.. hai.. next week she discharge.. thinking of gg over but exams.. maybe i go there study den can help her when she needs to bathe, go toilet, eat,sleep.. but hai.. i where got time..

went for emerge conference.. boy oh boy.. its like awesome n fantastic marvellous n fantabulous.. dunno how to say.. but was just splendid.. guess who e church invite? kelly poon, jun yang n taufik can?!?! me n my leader were like "r we in church??" there was some embarrasement esp for kelly.. haha.. purpose of asking them come i also dunno.. but cux its youth conference.. den got them here to sing n share how they chase their dream.. e pple were like gg crazy la.. screaming n yelling.. hahah.. den got this miss taiwan(1999) hu came also.. now an actress.. CEO of a dunno wad company.. some apparel stuff.. branches all over china n taiwan.. den her bf singer.. den when she say e name i tot it will be some unknown.. den she say LIU GEN HONG!! everybody were like woah!! must be woahing at his muscles.. hahaa.. not tt he is v well known but not bad le lei.. den he goin to sing for the taiwan emerge conference at taiwan.. jay chou will be there too to sing.. everybody literally went crazy when jay chou name was heard..

ok e good thing is not on e superstars.. but on e service.. it was really good.. singing songs tt time i just kept crying.. i really poured out everything to God.. my studies(tt i haven started), vball n my heart.. really just pour out.. was worried for my studies but now feel very relax le.. finish studying my mon paper.. haha but e rest gona die but better den nothing.. n volleyball.. seem so fine.. but aint fine for me.. try being hu i am in e team.. sometimes feel kinda silly y i go do such stuff.. but if i don hu will..really.. nobody ever bothers.. it became so much of a natural thing to some.. like wad e heck..
last night was feeling super terrible.. just felt tt nobody knows nobody sees nobody cares.. nobody knows wad is e scene like behind e front side..(eve.. i really pei fu u to be able to handle all e stuff last time.. with a great smile somemore! haa.. thanks dude.. now i know its hard.. muacks)
but time n time again i got hurt.. things tt were said, actions tt were done.. tell no one here cux i felt it wasnt necessary.. but sometimes when things r stored too long u will just burst.. ok.. tts wad i m doin now..
always waiting for time to close up e wound.. it works somehow sometimes.. e wound is closed but it aint clean.. when it opens up again, it will be worst den e previous time.. this is a rountine i feel each time.. like wad e heck again.. i seriously don deserve all these.. as in seriously.. but it all sums up to a word.. SERVANTHOOD.. visions r amazing things, vision from God is no joke.. i did wad i was suppose to do.. wad i was asked to do.. i did all these so tt at e end of my life journey i can ans to God what i've done for the pple here.. at least something worth looking at..

after e conference i really feel much much better.. cux i know.. pple dunno but God knows every single feeling of mine.. Man fails u but God doesnt.. like woohoo.. hopefully tt keeps me gg on.. wanna go back tml n sun for more of it..

right now i can say.. i really love the team.. don care they love me not.. don care they appreciate not.. but i will do my best to serve e pple there.. every single one.. anything great happen to this team don thank me man.. thank God.. cux He planned all these..

most importantly don hurt me again.. if not e routine will begin n e fire will just cease someday..

wooo.. another one in a billion spiritual post from me.. haa.. seldom have so much emos man.. but i just need you to know this.. =P

bebble says HI just to say BYE@ 1:32 AM