Monday, January 16, 2006

went svc this morning but woke up late.. so rushed there.. service was good. but if u ask me wad was preached i cant ans cuz i cannot rmb.. only know tt it was good.. need to refer to notes.. i only know "deja vu".. the wan we always have when we seem to experience the same scene somewhere is actually something like God's vision he have for us n had place in us dunno dunno wad.. yah something like tt..

met bel at bedok.. played pool.. don seem to be fun anymore.. cuz gg back there 2 times in 2 days is boring.. haha.. met carol they all at 330 to buy their OP stuff n went to shop a little.. nothing captures my attention.. eyes were like closed when walking.. thinking of so many things in fact.. legs were tired after yesterday training..

tml playing game with NP.. not feeling anything.. not high not excited not scare not nervous.. nothing.. just numb.. something numbed it.. dunno wad shld i be feeling now also.. wad shld i be thinking tml when i play.. wad shld i be thinking b4 i play.. or maybe i can feel something.. i'm stress.. ahhhh.. something is just not right when i play.. feeling kinda lousy.. i have absolute confidence n faith in e team tt they r gonna do well.. but i cant feel the same for myself.. but still i'm gonna play my best for the team.. i will do wad i can n if pple cant see it den i dunno how also le.. cuz i've tried.. hopefully i did..

cant explain wad i feeling now.. whole lot of emotions.. too many things happening.. too major for me to handle.. so i choose to be numb..
-NO LONGER I-

--29 days-- (n i've shed my first drop of tear)

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