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Saturday, December 31, 2005

i am at eve hse again.. three times in 3 days.. cant get to sleep.. not very tired.. n not much space also.. rather pack with so many pple in the cosy room.. hahaha.. today did something bad.. but guilt is not really in me.. i jus don feel it anymore.. was really sad bout it.. almost crying even now but just trying to keep it hard.. i started 2005 well but ended it bad.. real bad..

had been playin mj these 3 days.. but the winning streak is scary n disgusting.. actually won alot.. never happen before.. y is this happening.. somehow i know.. but just refuse to accept it..

tml having friendly with phs.. not alot pple goin.. so it makes the game kind of useless if the full team is not there.. but well just hope something good turns out of it.. n training is really much better den friendly.. more fun i find.. until now i hardly seen the real full team play together.. where on earth we gg to find the teamwork when the game starts.. haa.. i hope i wish for a miracle to turn everything arnd before anything starts.. the chalet!! on te 8th.. cant wait.. guess its gonna be fun n real cool n awesome.. wooh..

tml goin church.. feeling rather excited for it cuz i simply needs it.. doin countdown tml.. dunno where.. dunno doin wad also.. just gg to gather at some grass patch n shout Happy New Year n go home..

am sooooooooooo tired now..

--2 trgs--
--12 days to game 1--
--27 days n its over--

crap less den a month.. cant believe it..

bebble says HI just to say BYE@ 2:46 AMThursday, December 29, 2005

am at eve/vien hse.. somehow got con by bel to come here cuz it sound interesting.. i tot got things to play or wad n now she is actually sleeping like pig.. not snoring.. suprisingly..

this morn bel came over my place after her dental.. purpose was to go to orchard to change that shorts tt i bought for her.. her ass dunno big like wad.. keep insisting she cannot squeeze in tt big pants.. she just refuse to try n die die also wan me to go change it to M size.. evil monster..

before tt we went to meet tiff in central cuz bel kok wanna cut her hair.. she gave the hairdresser an impossible task to do.. she say she wants her tt tail to be longer by not cutting the length of the rest of her hair.. but if don cut short how will it seem tt the tail is longer right.. wahhaah.. the hairdresser was like stun..

n den we wanted to go orchard but guess wad.. train service stopped!! cuz somebod died in aljunied.. jumped down the track.. again.. i think is the most 'in' trend to commit sucide in such a way.. so the 3 of us kpo for quite a while at the station c wad is happening.. train service is actually stll functioning from tamp to e station before aljunied.. not sure wad issit.. but we were like thinking.. wun all the trains just crash cuz they cant move to aljnied.. so they all will just get jam up n linked together all the way from pasir ris to tt duno wad station.. yah anw we din go n we were lazy to find the way to take 518 there cz got to take bus to 518 so she decided to go play mj before trg..

trg was goooooooooooooood.. thou it only officially started at 8.. cuz pple were all late n taking their time taking pics also.. hahaha.. but b4 tt me bel vien n sir were like playing 3 on1. he 1 we 3.. so tiring somehow cuz tt vien making us laugh over all her small but silly actions.. when trg started.. somehow i really felt like it was a real trg.. after like dunno how long.. somehow so bonded n wad we had was nothing but fun.. next week is the last 2 trgs for the team before ivp.. this is real fast.. cant believe it.. just feel so unprepared for it.. scared~~

we had our team gift exchange today but 3 din come.. tt 3.. haha its suppose to be a TEAM exchange.. anw i got yu shan's wan.. its a floor mat.. very cute.. its currently lying flat outside my room.. hahahha.. my mum sure screamed tml morning cuz tt losuy pok will get frightened by it.. hhahaha n she just cant stand things in e hse.. but i don care i like it will do..

am so bored now.. its 3 am but i got nothing to do..bel n eve sleeping.. vien dunno doing wad with her com.. so busy.. rebecca their youngest sis watching friends.. all the same.. FRIENDS!!! faint;. n she was like doin her work n she refuse to let me watch another show n she say shes listening to it.. pengz.. n now her face is right infront of the tv.. how to see like tt?? hahhaha.. let me try to distrub vien tho i think her system is all shut..

goin to shs trg in 6 hours time n off to sch for project.. sian.. doing project w pple i dun even know n had never tok to.. all the best!!

bebble says HI just to say BYE@ 2:38 AMTuesday, December 27, 2005

just came back from shs trg..kind of fruitful cuz we manage to play 3 sets.. miracle.. but i just dont understand y must he play in the main 6.. his excuse was there's nobody le when there's like 5 pple siiting outside counting score pick balls.. absolute nonsense.. the supposedly main 6 wan went msia.. woah.. which simply means next time during competition the player injured or go msia or go where ever he's goin in to play.. wad rubbish is this man.. totally crap~~ if this happen in TP n i m one of those outside i will just take my things n walk out.. he no need players ma.. he can play all he want.. holy crap man!!

today is my class bbq.. i realise got so much money left if everyone pays up.. so i went to buy n buy alot things.. even roasted duck also buy le.. but its all my money.. hahahaha.. haven prepare the food yet.. but its ALOT!! really alot.. i need a cab just to fetch the food there man.. hopefully its gonna be fun.. hope it doesnt rain if not i will the saddest cretaure on earth le.. all my effot in preparing everyhing will be wasted..

leaving in 2 hours time le.. sure gonna be havoctic. cant start fire as always.. but ah da n bel will be coming.. ah da following her sis come.. n bel is following me.. hahaha..

bebble says HI just to say BYE@ 2:50 PMMonday, December 26, 2005

guess wad i did for christmas today?? wahahha.. played mj.. nothing to do so play.. won 30 bucks.. din expect to win at all cuz it s xmas.. now at vien hse. came here for the gift exchange thing.. i knew it.. Bel was my secret friend.. in the process of hiding from me the pple arnd her tt she told kind of exposed it.. carol.. qian.. even sharon.. haha.. wasnt even sure of my assumption but they just help confirm it.. wahhaha.. bel bought for me a havanas orange slippers.. n a adidas jacket.. hehe.. its cool.. really.. thanks lots bel!!

i got nothing to do now but to blog.. they all are like asleep.. boring pple!! haha wad a xmas this yr.. din felt like one.. maybe its cuz its during a weekend thats y cant feel it.. tml we going somewhere to eat.. which we don even know where.. some don want this.. some dont wan tt.. indecisive pple.. haha.. got to go buy class bbq things in e morning.. tiring..

but i still love my presents..!!

--4 trgs to ivp--
--17 days--
--32 days--

bebble says HI just to say BYE@ 2:24 AMSunday, December 25, 2005

i seriosuly dont understand why when christmas really really arrive i feel kind of moody.. shant elaborate further cuz its after all a joyous day..

today went church for christmas service.. its like overflowing with pple.. human jam was like horrid.. but the drama was good.. real good.. after tt went down to Orchard to meet dear n her gang for dinner.. tried to shop a little.. but cant.. close very early.. so when we decided to head home.. my goodness it was like the most impossible task to do..beacuse pple were like more than the land area..

the worst thing is tt everywhere is like selling the bottle foam thing which so mnay pple buy n they spray it on anyone they see.. dont care hu they happy can le.. we manage to siam it for a while n after tt when we were literally stuck among all the pple n they got nothing to do cant move so they just spray.. man it was like disgusting when it landed on my gel hair.. everybody's sweat was on me.. china, malaysia, india all kinds.. totally disgusting.. it was like rubbing n rubbing against my arms when they were pushing.. n the india pple behind just literally put their hand on me n push.. i was like POLLUTED!!

Sharon just shout n i mean really shout out loud.."CAN EVERYONE STOP PUSHING!!! WANT TO END UP FIGHTING IS IT??!??!!'" i was like shock!! so funny.. she just keep holding on to my hand so tightly.. almost parted.. was like so scared cuz i could see nothing at all but black n smelly pple..she was like super piss off already n so many ganster spraying tt stupid foam thing.. n they instantly ganna from her.. she screamed at them" CAN U ALL STOP SPRAYING?!?!?" haa.. when we about the station.. den got this 50 plus man walking against our direction.. den shaon just push him away.. he was like "PUSH WAD PUSH LA??!?! F***ER" i was like is he crazy.. who is not pushing?? dumbass!! Sharon really almost turn around n whack him.. heng ah.. if not we will end up in police station celebrating our xmas there..

i am finally home after all the disgusting things tt happened.. i am NEVER EVER goin back to orchard again for XMAS.. first n last..

Officially wishing everybody MERRY CHRISTMAS! have a nice day =)

bebble says HI just to say BYE@ 12:21 AMSaturday, December 24, 2005

(pls scroll down n look at the previous entry too TP-ians)

such a meaningful song for christmas..

This is your Saviour
They shouted "CRUCIFY"
As he stumbled on the road
Weight of the World, All the pain
The Cross became his load

He was innocent, yet accused and blamed
Sent to save a fallen world, to bear all our shame

Chorus:
This is your Saviour
Pure Love of Heaven
Sent to die on Calvary, To bear the Sins of All
Rejected Cursed to Die, Love Silently endured
His Blood poured out an offering
At the Foot of the Cross

They put a Crown of Thorns
Upon His Bleeding Head
Whipped Him as He Struggled on
He uttered not a Word

bebble says HI just to say BYE@ 1:54 AM

MERRY XMAS TO ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I know its only xmas eve now but i can really feel it.. such a nice time of the year.. awww.. how awesome can this get.. exams is finally over over n over.. dump all my notes away for just a week.. haah but very happy le.. to reach this day was like a dream for me a week ago when i m still trying to rmb all my mbs which i will get A.. wahaha..

screwed up my OB today but who cares since its xmas.. cuz God will do a miracle this special day.. hehe.. training was fun too.. sir din come.. ridiculous.. getting worst n worst.. but don care.. hahah.. started with running around holding a cockroach trying to scare seet n xiang.. simply hilarious.. den we had friendly with RZ. not fun at all. we ask them for friendly is to train us.. turn out they put all the pple hu dun really know how to play n ended up we training them.. seet so fed up.. me too but i'm kind n nice cuz its xmas. must be gracious n accept pple for hu they are.. hahahaha.. ended off with this nice christmas steady aces.. the lalalalallalalal... wahahha.. n i just just just realise we only left 4 trainings.. means only 4 times to train with this team.. n no more ever.. no more all the fun.. all the lalallalalala.. no more no more.. all the fun n laughter we used to share.. no more no more.. my christmas wish is that time could turn back n we start to enjoy every training we have.. n just have fun as a team playing this game... wahahhahahahaha..

DECLARATION: I LOVE MY TEAM!! ALL WHO ARE LIVING IN IT!! muacks.. don ever forget me or dump me away when u all are gone..(u all are GERMY! HOHO! EVE! JELLY! SHAN!) rmb there's a girl call BB!! some one worth rmbering for life.. someone who love orange like crazy.. n who loves a BLACK that might not exist.. n thats me!! BB!!!!!!! even there's this day that u all forget me n don love me but know know know that i will not forget u all n loving u all always..

tomoorow goin church.. hehehhe.. happy happy happy.. cuz its christmas.. and goin out with dear after tt.. happy happy happy.. first time we celebrate christmas together.. n last too before she leaves for AUST..

On the Feb of 13.. i have one less person loving me.. less one person protecting me.. less one person to spoil me.. less one most important person in my life.. it will be the saddest day i've ever gone through..

--4 trgs to IVP--
--20 days to IVP--
--35 days and say bye team--sobx sobx

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

bebble says HI just to say BYE@ 12:06 AMThursday, December 22, 2005

this entry is being force upon with a gun pointing at my head..

less den 1 hr blog thrice.. ridiculous.. here it goes.. christmas is coming.. i very happy.. ask me why..

dear gonna buy me anything i like.. very happy too.. but i'm sure its not an orange jacket..

germy the nicest fellow on earth bought me an orange adidas pull over.. its very nice.. very comfy.. wore it once.. rather ex too even got discount.. i like the colour a lot.. thanks lots lots... will keep in clean n neat condition always.. n will try my best to wear it in singapore.. haha.. xie xie ni.. **muack muack** so happy to know tt when u saw the thing the first thing u think is me.. cuz its orange i know..

bel kok kok say she goin to get me a present too.. she say might be rather ex.. hope so.. haha.. she always con me de.. hahah.. but u cant con me cuz its christmas.. its a good n holy season.. wahaha..

gonna get present from my secret friend.. n i think i know hu.. so not fun cuz bel know everybody's secret friend.. nothing secretive le..

**alright i'm done blogging just for u.. better thank me..

bebble says HI just to say BYE@ 4:54 PM

I AM SLEEPING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

bebble says HI just to say BYE@ 4:45 PM

4 papers down.. 1 more to go.. OB.. the easiest wan.. its just common sense which germy say i got none.. so i shall use my talent.. talk rubbish.. with sense.. wahaha.. cant wait for the OB paper to start NOW!! den i go havoc happy enjoy myself like crazy..

today my friend told me she saw the orange jacket at suntec few days ago.. so i immediately call suntec.. but super sad.. they say no more le.. sold out.. its the netherlands football jacket.. but its orange.. they got male n female.. male wan sold out.. female left those extreme small wan tt she say its REAL small.. only barbie dolls can fit in kind.. wahaha.. she say might have stock coming in next week.. so i got her to call me immdiately if there is.. but i think chances very slim la..

so i think i better start thinking of other things that i want.. n give up hope on tt orange jacket..

tml gg shopping for a while while after my paper before trg.. hahah cant wait to step into shopping center.. n out of my 100 m zone between school n home.. 23hrs 20mins more before i'm set free again..

n yea.. tonight got tang yuan to eat..

--21 days--
--36 days--

bebble says HI just to say BYE@ 4:29 PMWednesday, December 21, 2005

YESH!! MBS is over.. finally.. its feels like everything is over.. tml having econs but i still haven complete reading once thru my notes.. suppose to read it 3 times den i can rmb.. i suddenly feel the xmas period again.. cant wait to go search for presents i want.. haha.. n cant wait to buy presents too.. 2 more papers. 2 more n i will be super free..

xmas eve i m gg to church.. gg out with dear.. 1st time celebrating together.. so happy.. on xmas night gg to vien hse to collect presents.. haha n on boxing day gg out to eat good food.. but the sad thing is on xmas day i got nothing to do.. nobody is free to accompany me.. boo hoo hoo~~

class bbq next tue.. i haven even collect money. haven plan wad to buy.. gonna cough out my own money to pay for the stuff.. wad if they don pay me back.. den i become a santa claus le..

cant wait for christmas.. CANT WAIT!!

--22days--
--37days--

bebble says HI just to say BYE@ 11:58 PMTuesday, December 20, 2005

my stupid knee is acting up again.. the cold weather is just causing the pain so unbearable.. ouch.. cant concentrate in studying for the nicest subject.. MBS.. totally absolutely not ready for the paper at all.. no matter how many donkey times i read it.. it just doesnt seem to enter my brains..

after today's paper i think its better not to study at all.. study so much in the end all also wrong.. i still feel so happy when doin the paper.. tot how come so easy.. because all my ans are wrong!! so discouraging.. tml's paper is MBS.. some stupid computer stuff.. think don study go there use my general knowledge(which is zero) to ans.. better den study till some mad cow in the end result also same..

but still i am looking forward for christmas.. hehe cant wait.. not doin anything special for christmas but think its a season worth waiting n be happy for..

off to try study for MBS..

--38 days--

bebble says HI just to say BYE@ 7:47 PMMonday, December 19, 2005

just came back from my bus stats paper.. was rather easy.. eventhou after checking answers got alot worng.. but i still think its easy.. hahah... tml got accounts.. haven started anything.. but shld be easy too.. everything's gonna be easy including mbs.. hahah.. cant wait for fridaywhen all papers r over n its gonna be christmas.. cant wait cant wait... ahhhhh... help.. presents presents.. i wan lots of presents..

--39 days--

bebble says HI just to say BYE@ 4:54 PMSunday, December 18, 2005

tomorrow is my test and i should be studying now.. but am feeling super tired.. eyes can just shut any moment.. but i just feel like saying what had happen these 2 days..

sat: woke up super ultra early at 6am cuz of the beach volley fiesta thing which i regretted joining from the start.. reach ssb at like 830.. soooo early.. went so early to sit down look at pple walk around..how dumb.. so we played with like only 3 teams on sat.. one set per game.. 21 pts.. so everything ended rather early.. much earlier den wad we expected.. we lost 2 won 3.. out of the 3 we won.. 2 walkover.. so its only winning one.. n top 8 advance.. n theres only 2 grps each with 6 teams.. with grps there were 2 teams who din turn up which means all 8 went on to the next round.. how dumb.. after the matches me n germy found a perfect bathing place which we had nv bathe there before.. a bit sua gu but it was really nice n we feel so clean after tt.. after we bathe we went back to her hse to put down our heavy bags n some other weird n drastic purpose.. wahhaa.. after tt we left for TM..

her hse got 2 bus stop.. one is nearer. got bus 12 n 9 which require us to change bus.. further down one got bus 38 which brings us straight to tamp inter.. somehow we decided to walk to the further one.. n when we reach the bus stop she say we shall take bus 9... silly baboon head.. take already nvm.. we forgot to drop to change bus.. so near to interchange but it took us like more den 30min to reach.. so dumb.. anw i was suppose to go TM to shop for my secret friend present n other presents.. somehow i ended up buying an orange adidas shirt for myself n nothing for my secret friend.. before i can really set my heart to buy the present germy say its time for dinner n off we went together with xiao ming all the way to chinatown to eat this guo tie n dumplings thing.. journey there was long especially with the empty stomach of ours.. we stop at city hall to take shuttle bus to chinatown.. n at city hall there were pple giving out ballons.. somehow germy went to take some when she herself is so scared of ballon.. xiao ming accidentally let go of the balloon n the wind blew the ballon away n it got stuck onto her leg refusing to be blown away.. so can u all imagine wad happen? she was literally screaming n dancing along the main road with the balloon.. laugh the head out of me and xiao ming man.. watching such an entertaining scene..

when we finally reach our eating place we placed all our orders.. so much i must say.. noodles, soup dumplings.. n when the guo tie arrived which was wad we wanted to eat.. germy go n tell the person its not guo tie tt she want.. she wans the steam wan which is called dumplings cuz she say she rmb eating e steam one e previous time she came.. tt was rubbish.. cuz she ate the fried wan which is called guo tie.. but too bad too late the person went to change it.. hahah.. den she keep saying its all her fault tt we cant eat the guo tie bla bla bla.. n xiao ming quickly ate up the dumplings n went to order another 12 guo tie.. we 3 ended up eating 28 of the fried n not fried dumplings.. obviously with him eating like 15 of it.. poor him. n he keep trying to deny he's nt full when its like obvious.. haha..

anw aft tt i went to germy hse to stay.. was craving for this food.. i ate it once.. seems like a nut to me but i know its not a nut.. i dunno wad it is but just craving for it like crazy the whole night.. when we were in bed at 3am like tt we were so hungry n i was still craving for tt stupid not nut nut..

sun: woke up late.. wash up n stuff n before we left the hse.. germy opened this packet of thing.. i saw it i was like screaming "THIS THE NUT!!!!" n we both laugh like crazy.. so ridiculous.. i was craving for this thing which she dunno wad is the stupid thing i craving for but she actually got 2 packets in her hse.. super dumb..dumb scene no 1..

no 2.. we suppose to meet hoho at 745 which was like impossible.. den while walking to train station they called n ask wanna take cab not..she n klang at bedok.. we abit reluctant cuz reaching the station soon.. in the end we said ok.. den talk on the phone for so long discussing where to take the cab from n we were asking them to take from bedok down to simei n go straight from there.. they were at the platform n logically they shld either board n come simei if not leave n take cab from bedok right.. n tt fantabulous carol say they on the train le towwards boon lay.. woah!! super dumb can when she was the one who wanted to take cab.. n when we agree n discuss the plan for soooooooo long she tell me she on e train towards boon lay.. me n germy just feel like killing her on the spot lo..

no 3.. we were on e bus towards ssb where klang took out this few colourful kways she bought.. den germy was eating this raisin chocolate which was small enough to stuff into e kway.. she did just tt n yell to klang tt ther's a cockroach in the kway.. haha one look me n carol know its not but klang believed.. wahha.. her reaction to it was super funny.. we just keep laughing but she still think its real n feeling so disgusted by it n stuff for so long.. wahhah..

no 4.. our 1st game was with hoho n klang.. n it was the fouth match.. we went so early ended up rotting by e side.. lucky din take cab in if not i will kill puny chan on e spot.. so actually she boarding e train towards boon lay was a good thing afterall.. so we no need take cab..

me n germy lost all the matches n we were so happy.. cuz can leave early n can go bathe at e super clean place.. but when we reach the toilet.. there was this china woman bathing naked at the open showers.. haa.. germy was like totally disgusted cuz from where we wait for the closed cubicles we can see clearly EVERYTHING.. so everyone in the toilet saw it cuz its not at a corner thing.. its like really open.. oh my goodness.. den germy was like literally staring at her openly.. haha n realise there was this thing on her left breast.. it was the stick on nipple thing if i not wrong.. wahaha.. n apparently she drop the right side wan n she don bother.. n leave the other one sticking there.. gross to the max man.. she bathe finish le still can walk all arnd the toilet taking her stuff, cleaning herself, packing her things.. looking at e mirror or rather herself naked.. sick in the brain la tt woman..

no 5.. aft bathing we went to harbour front to shop.. i was trying out this specs n i put my own specs at the side of my bag n the next moment i realise its gone aft i left e shop.. was looking for it high n low in the shop but to no avail.. i trace back every path but still cannot find.. when i decided to give up n left the shop.. i saw it on the shoe shelf next door to tt shop.. hahah.. someone saw it.. pick it up n place it there... like treasure hunt sia.. find it means find it.. if i by pass it it will never ever be found cuz its e most un expected place..

no 6.. me germy n xiaoming went to chinatown to eat the same thing again.. feeling so pai seh to enter k aft the confusion of guo tie n dumplings.. n e person hu served us yest served is today.. haha.. n we tot she don recognise us.. but when we order the guo tie.. she asked this time is the fried wan ah?? wahahahha....

ok i shld be studying NOW!!! but so tired....

--40 days--

bebble says HI just to say BYE@ 8:51 PMFriday, December 16, 2005

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my orange jacket no more no more no more.. my christmas mood is gone.. sad.. there's nothing i really really want le this christmas.. --cries out loud-- i need a miracle over here.. can somebody help???????

bebble says HI just to say BYE@ 10:00 PM

YEAH!! my appeal into marketing was successful.. i cant say tt i am exactly happy cuz tt is not wad i really want.. but at least is better to be in somewhere where i dun wanna be at all.. so now i just got to look forward for a new beginning.. hehe but still having tt little bit of happiness being in marketing..

test is on monday n i decided to drop tt subject called mbs which is taking up alot of redundant memory space in my brain..read finish le but still dun understand wad it means.. this kind need to read 7 times so tt it will be auto saved inside.. but i have no time to read 7 times.. shall focus on other subjects tt has higher chances of passing.. the afternoon sun is making me feel so drowsy.. gonna sleep soon.. take it as a reward for completing my reading of mbs notes w/o understanding..

ORANGE JACKET!!! pls have stock...

--42days--

bebble says HI just to say BYE@ 5:13 PMThursday, December 15, 2005

DEAR IS THE BEST!!! whee hee hee.. she's buying the orange adidas jacket for me.. wahahahha.. love her to bits.. i only hint hint.. haha n she say YES!!! yeah.. soooooooooooo happy.. she's the best!! ehehehe.. sorry bel.. i know u feel sad u cant get it for me.. wahhaha.. yah right.. u dunno how happy sia.. buy for me other things k.. i will start thinking from now.. wahaha.. hao xing fu ah..

wad if no size.. no stock?!?!?! i will cry like siao.. pls God.. make the jacket appear.. don let it go out of stock thou its a limited edition.. but make it to be unlimited..

hahah but i still very happy.. ai si ni le.. muack muacks muacks.. =)

--43 more days--

bebble says HI just to say BYE@ 11:08 PMWednesday, December 14, 2005

went to sch this morning to meet germy cuz we suppose to have a date today to somewhere to eat.. supposedly seoul by carol last min don wan go.. so in the end we decided to go eat sakae which was only able to start eating at 3.. so before tt we went to cut hair.. went shopping for my slippers which i desperatly need it n anyone will do.. n germy bought 2 bikinis.. dunno she got how many le still want somemore.. den bought my cell grp secret fren the gift n trying to look for other christmas presents.. but no time n no inspiration cuz germy n bel keep hurrying me go eat when its not even 3..

this yr our gang.. with serene jean they all we started our secret fren thing.. haha.. so fun.. bel know mine but i dunno hers.. unfairness.. anw mine very easy to get.. wahaha.. n i thinking no pt putting my wish lists here cuz they also wun come see.. but i want my ORANGE ADIDAS JACKET( limited edition) after discount is $97.30.. only sold in novena shopping mall 2nd floor.. thank you BEL KOK!!

anyway i tried to find my course manager today to appeal into business but he wasnt arnd.. forget it.. its God's plan for me not to even appeal.. haha just wait for my result on fri see whether i can make it to mkting not.. pray hard friends.. =)

anyway today training was really good.. really fun.. 14th dec.. TP woman's team had just increase another level of bonding n teamwork.. i'm so gonna be sad to let go of this team on 27th jan 2006 fri.. 44 more days!! so SOON!! ** BB cries out loud** the most impt pple are leaving.. *sobx sobx* pls pls team.. cherish the last 5 trainings.. really CHERISH!! everything gonna end soon.. boo hoo hoo!! really wanna cry le... can anybody comfort me..??

cant wait for christmas.. first time in my life i can feel the christmas season.. like cant wait for it to come cuz i know its gonna be sooo good.. celebrating with so many friends.. receiving present from my 2 secret friends.. so exciting.. i bet the present will not leave the colour oraange.. but its ok i don mind.. when i grow up i want to buy the ownership of the colour orange.. so tt everything orange i will have it n not sell it to the world.. cuz its simply so nice!! i hope one day when i go heaven i will walk up an orange stairs.. see an orange angel.. meet God seeing him wearing an orangee-golden robe.. n i can have a house of my own where the inside outside side in side out also orange.. ohhh.. cant believe n cant imagine at all with wad i just said..

today is such a nice day.. cuz i realise my team is so superbly impt.. i realise christmas is coming.. i realise orange is the most fantabulous colour in the universe n i realise my exam is next week too.. boo hoo hoo hoo!!!

bebble says HI just to say BYE@ 11:18 PMTuesday, December 13, 2005

today was a smooth sailing day attending all the lectures n tutorials on time.. and the puny chan must come disturb.. made me skipped my last lecture.. not impt lect but still must go de ma.. right klang?? scold her!! she forced me.. cuz my lecture is in the engine sch.. den she ask me accompany her walk halfway.. walk n talk walk n talk n by the time i exit the engine i could see my hse already.. which means i've walk her halfway of her house n not the engine n the distant to walk home is shorter den to walk back to the lecture hall.. she insist of me goin home n i did..

feeling super unprepared for next week papers.. i got so many things i dont understand.. HOW!!??!?!

bebble says HI just to say BYE@ 8:17 PMMonday, December 12, 2005

was sleeping in class when suddenly my friend woke me up saying some teacher looking for me. i woke up super blur den my friend go steal my shoe n place it on the OHP n i was like searching for it.. n i think the lecturer is the course manager n it shld be regarding my appeal stuff.. den my tt friend hu place my shoe on the OHP tell him i sleeping.. FAINT.. wad a nice impression he give sia.. anw he told me bout some briefing thing which is for all those hu r appealing to attend.. n he say basically they will talk bout how the appeal stuff work n also tell me more bout LOM so tt i can fall in love with it n stick to wad was given n create less trouble..

he spoke to me n another fren.. both of us wanna appeal from LOM to bus n mkting.. den he say my friend chance very low cuz is bus.. mine higher cuz its mkting.. so i really really hope tt its really a high chance.. n i just found out can appeal for 2 diff wan.. but hai shld just give up hope in bus la.. no matter how mnay space they try to free also wun have a chnace for me.. so shall just stick with mkting.. don even know is tt wad i really wan.. these few days had been hearing alot from my friends n somehow make me feel tt i shld just stick with LOM.. but on the other hand LOM is not something i really wan.. but so is mkting..maybe just not as much only.. hai ya.. God!! pls give me an answer!!

n yea! finally i met dear today after like dunno how many months.. so happy.. just within tt short conversation i've said out my deepest burden tt i've really kept for sooooo long.. finally found the right n perfect person to say to.. thou problem not solve but at least its out.. n she was telling me bout her overseas studying thing.. n if she is really goin it would be end of jan.. goodness.. so fast.. i'm so unprepared.. like tt go is go 4 yrs.. how m i gonna survive??

feeling super tired since the overnight thing on fri.. until now i still haven replenish my sleeping time.. everyday only sleep like 5hrs.. got to study.. sick of it.. nothing goes in.. having headaches.. n i realise i got no time to study n there's sooo many things to study.. TIRED!!

bebble says HI just to say BYE@ 10:33 PMSunday, December 11, 2005

i bought the big black handbag which i left it out in the john little sales tt time.. haha.. its not say i like it v much but cuz the printing is orange.. wahhaha.. so i actually spent 60 bucks at this stupid sales.. now on shopping mood see wad buy wad.. aiyo.. no good no good.. by the time christmas come i got no more to buy presents..

anw today was my first service at expo.. so fantastic cuz i reached there so fast.. less den 30 min.. unlike the past which will take me 1h30 min.. haha.. the place is not as big as wad i imagine.. but its still gonna expand.. the things are not say v ready yet.. but the place really very temporary looking.. will be stuck in there for bout 2 yrs n off we go to another building tt can hold 10000 seats.. the land is still not found but its ok if its not found cuz i'm so satisfy with expo now.. so happy with the travelling time..

bebble says HI just to say BYE@ 9:54 PMSaturday, December 10, 2005

Fri: played MJ at jelly place after sch.. playde 2 poks.. end bout 10.. after tt went with bel to kevin hse to play also.. he stay next to my blk.. so we 2 just went over.. played bout 2 or 3 poks only which like last forever.. n we played till everybody were super duper tired.. cant even think but die die also wanna cont playing.. n ther e was no proper table.. it was extremely uncomfortable sitting on the floor which was super low.. if not den got to sit on the sofa which was like super high.. we just played on n on till it was like i think 7.. den swop to playing cards.. me n bel seem to lose big time cuz of one fellow who got 7-7-7 which is something tt the banker got to pay 7 times.. haa.. me n bel literally seh.. den after tt he keep playing so small.. woah.. cant even get much back.. n now i know.. they really v niao.. wanna do everything n anything they can to win big but play so small.. max $1.. faint.. played till 8.. den bel say stop cuz so no pt. haha.. anw its all her money n seems like somebody still owe her alot money.. wahhaha.. so how much she owe tt fellow with the 7-7-7 doesnt really matter to her..

Sat: we cycled to mac for bf before she go off for her trg at 9.. the food seem so tasteless..my brain just felt too dead to even recall wad is the taste like.. by the time we finish everything was like 837.. den she say leave at 840.. so tt 3 min i just put my head on the table n i really fell dead asleep.. n tt precious 3 min felt like i've slept for 8 hrs.. hahaha.. after tt i fetch her to sch den i cycled back.. fetch her to sch to check out whether issit indoor or outdoor.. n when i know its outdoor.. i imediately head home n jump inot my bed n sleep.. slept for less than 3 hrs only cuz got to wake up n get ready by 12 cuz goin to e clementi beach volley thing to watch carol play her finals n collect my prize..

her match was at 3.. unitl now i still dunno y we went there so early. yah anyway we did.. reach there early nothing to do so sit at the spectator area rot a while den go eat den slack a while while den finally watch their match at 3pm.. haha they done TP proud.. won 1st.. quite obvious from the start hu will win but they die die at the last part of the game must create some excitement den let the opp chase back until so close before they hit 21pts.. everything ended at 6 plus 7.. so pai seh go take out prize.. we were hoping so badly that they don announce 'lets congrats the team hu got fourth out of four teams tt participated' i will just faint on the spot n die there with immediate effect.. so sia sway.. n our prize was this bottle.. woah.. how big.. haha.. no need scared no more bottle next time during trg time..

dear was there too at tt place to support her bro.. haha.. so happy to see her.. really soooo long since i've met her.. haha just felt very happy.. awwwww.. miss her so much..

from last night till now i've slept like only 3 hrs max.. n now my brain still feeling so dead.. but got to go study.. no time left.. next week playing some beach thing n after tt is exams le.. no choice got to start memorising everything now..

in all that i've said .. i seriously kind of regretted goin down to tt place. rather be at church today.. today is the shift to expo.. its like so gonna be cool cuz its in the east.. my area.. n tml i got to wake up so early to go for morning service tml... ahhh... wonder how m i goin to crawl out of my bed man.. super super super super tired~~~

bebble says HI just to say BYE@ 8:36 PMThursday, December 08, 2005

i can rank today as one of my saddest day already.. the moment i step into class.. my classmates shouted through the souund of my mp3 so can u imagine how loud was it?? yah anw they shouted "DEBBIE U GOT INTO LOM!!" feeling super stun i pulled out my chair n sat down n just went blank.. wad i have predicted really came through.. putting bus as 1st choice sure die cuz GPA too low.. den by the time they put me into my 2nd choice which is mkting there will be no more space.. n so i landed up in LOM.. i was like lost.. super lost.. tried calling germy but she was sleeping.. carol was goin for class.. i really dunno wad to do so just stare into my com at the lab.. worst thing they lock my com cannot access internet.. cannot play my games to divert my attention.. so i took out my mp3 n listen.. den the teacher die die also must ask me ans qns.. i din know was mcq qns.. so i just cont listening to my music n she waited soooooo long for my ans not knowing tt i wasnt even tinking.. so throughout the lesson i just listen n listen n staring into a useless com.. den somehow she walk towards me den saw me with my earpiece n keep insisting me take out.. i pretended not to hear her but was hard cuz she was like so persistent with all her 'excuse me'.. n she ended with if not i confiscate.. fainted.. almost made my first laughter of the day.. confiscate??!?!? i tot tt only happen when we were in sec sch n not here.. anw she's just a plain irritating with unkempt hair teacher who tries to confiscate my stuff in the middle of lesson.. worst still when i was in a bad mood.. she blacklisted me already.. but who cares.. hurrrrrrrr.. smelly woman!!

ok back to my LOM story.. i really super sad during the whole lesson worst still when hoho called.. n ask me how.. m i sad.. woah.. at tt moment my tears ALMOST rolled out man. cant ctrl it anymore.. i quickly tilt my head like 90 degrees to make sure no tears will roll out.. den my fren came n squat beside me.. she ask me don like tt lei.. she say she just cry.. oh man.. i quickly walk out of the class in case i do some stupid things.. haha guess wad.. she's my beloved LOM friend.. wahhaha.. both of us also got into this dunno wad course.. her GPA 2.4 also cant get bus.. i was like wad?!?! no wonder i don even smell bus.. hai.. 80% of my classmates got into bus.. their 1st choice.. bout 4 got into mkting as 2nd choice.. n no one got into LOM as third choice only me!! how sad.. really shld have put mkting 1st choice.. sure get.. now wanna appeal also dunno have chance not.. went to check the list again.. actually there's quite alot in mkting too.. i spoke to my care person.. he say bus appeal not much hope.. cuz they already throwing out pple with 2.4 GPA already.. so many out somemore.. confirm cannot.. so now is either i stay in LOM or try to appeal to mkting.. but mkting sure v stress.. alot project bla bla bla.. but LOM so dry..

spoke to dear.. she thinks tt i shld really try mkting.. cuz the interesting things i can find in LOM wun be able to contain me.. so basically it's dry.. mkting will suit my personality much much more better.. but wad if i can cope with all the stuff... LOM i will be fighting with the China pple like Lucky.. wahahha.. maybe i shld just follow dear n follow my passion.. talking..

hai.. most prob i m goin to appeal to mkting.. n if cant get in den i dunno wad to do le.. sit by the roadside n cry n flood the road.. pls book a cab to send me home alright.. i will be opposite TP..

next.. today got to do a presentation for jap.. my topic was karaoke.. prepared it only last night.. did till 4.. but no pt.. so obvious i was the only one who din prepare early.. cuz everyone was able to memorise their stuff which i cant at all.. my eyes couldnt leave the transparencies.. worst still my suff so unorganized.. went up there cannot find one of my transparency because i left it on my table.. sudden silence for soooo long.. my mind was like totally blank.. cant think of wad to say also.. hai..

HAD A BAD DAY!!!

bebble says HI just to say BYE@ 8:35 PMMonday, December 05, 2005

today is such a happy day after a sad night yesterday.. think i was posses last night by some familiar spirit man.. went nuts.. anw.. woke up today soo early to go for class.. as always.. today germy n hoho they all r back in sch but like no diff.. no chance to meet.. but after class went to meet eve grace n hoho.. n off we go to john little sales.. oh ya with klang too.. shop like crazy.. haha.. buy v little things but so ex.. eve declaring loudly b4 she enter saying she's not gonna spend alot.. so bring one card will do...w ahahah.. in the end she spent the most.. i bought a pair of formal shoes.. brown colour sharp sharp wan.. carol bought blue.. sharp sharp wan.. grace bought too.. dunno which wan she like buy so many.. but all 3 same size.. size 8.. wahhaha.. can swop all over.. i bought one blue sports bra.. hoho bought orange.. seet bought 3!!! dunno need so many for wad when she got so many.. haha n we know wad to give her for christmas le.. haha.. n i bought this specs tt looks weird.. hha tt's y i buy.. we all bought one pair or glasses except hoho.. haha.. n all r super extreme looking ones.. enjoyed myself disturbing carol with all her dull colour things.. everytime she picks up an item which is dull in colour i sure scream from afar tt it suits her perfectly.. hahaha.. den she will come running after me with a shoe in her hand.. wahahah.. ok.. too over le.. but its so true whenever she lift up something tt contains lively colours it just look horrid.. wahhaha.. but if its dull woooooooo fantabulous i must say.. ahahha.. carol so gonna kill me.. right puny chan??

tml is a new day with new faces like carol ho.. forcing me to skip 1/2 lect so to accompany her when she got her BEACH PARTNER already.. monster man den y m i needed?? n the cum gong germy nv reply my msg wanna scream 'HELLO' at her already..

bebble says HI just to say BYE@ 11:54 PMSaturday, December 03, 2005

today i had my bus stats assignment which was some kind of test.. just only 2 chpts n it almost killed me.. thou was like v prepared wad's gonna come out cuz yee told me all.. n i studied thru but i just cant do it.. the formula all so long n v similar.. when finally sub finish wan den realise its e wrong formula.. when i found the correct formula i just cant get all the figures out.. just a 'f' n 'x' got me crazy.. initially was trying to peep at friend's ans but in the end when time was up i just grab her paper n copied directly.. the teacher stood there looking but dunno he got see not.. blur like dunno wad but don care la...

had friendly with NYP today.. kind of tiring.. played 6 sets.. lost 1.. today's play just don flow.. all separate bodies playing together.. so weird like tt.. anw after tt went to eat.. hui yee they all went back after they eat den me n carol n xt went to my hse downstairs to chat.. chat until almost 2... feeling super tired already but we just went on talking about everything.. wahaha.. feeling so excited for ivp suddenly.. coming out with so mnay ideas.. like asking the sch to subsidy us for our team bags, towels, bottles bla bla bla.. things tt make us look like a team.. n also adding another trg.. either skills or weights trg to improve..n bonding session too like meeting during our breaks which is like impossible.. left only 1 month to ivp.. 1 month means 8 trg.. like so little.. n within this 1 month we need to train out our real n final formation tt we're gonna use.. we like got tons of them.. but haha so exciting not knowing wad is the real one..den opponent dunno wad r we playing n hu is playing wad cuz we ownself also dunno.. hahaha..

goin church tml.. feels like i've not went for a very long time.. oh no.. this is not happening.. after service got to rush off.. to either yy's chalet or wherever carol they all r goin..

bebble says HI just to say BYE@ 1:56 AMThursday, December 01, 2005

this post specially for my dear in Phi now playing ur SEA.. hope u're doin well.. hope u're playing too.. msg u nv reply so this is only where i can send out a msg somewhere.. just wanna tell u i really miss u super duper extremly exceedingly overly much.. cant wait for u to get back here in spore to spend christmas with me.. hope u're doin fine there thou i know u sure end up in tears this time round but do cheer up cuz there's an end to everything..

hehehe.. love ya lots(x100000000000000) come back soon alright!! muacks!!

bebble says HI just to say BYE@ 1:08 AM

this post is specially for my dear who is in Phi now playing ur

bebble says HI just to say BYE@ 1:07 AM

this post is specially for klang de cookie monster.. wahahah.. miss ya so much ever since sch start we like totally nv meet.. so sad.. enjoyed so much the past 2 months hanging out fooling arnd esp the genting highlands.. i'll nv forget tt trip ever.. its so fun.. din do much but really enjoy the time we had together.. unforgettable man.. muacks love yah so much.. continue to study hard bah thou u r studying overly hard le.. 200 % more den me.. its ok.. keep up the good work.. next time set up ur own company den hire me ok.. wahaha.. c ya arnd real soon.. love ya lots**

*pls acknowledge u've read this ah!!!

bebble says HI just to say BYE@ 12:59 AM

met dear germy for sub way lunch.. forced to eat tuna again.. eeks.. haha not tt bad la.. at least i got a dark choco in return.. heheh.. thanks lots.. muacks =)

went to meet bel go novena n orchard... she bought shirt for her mum, her bro herself n tiffany.. haha with her pay.. so tired to choose e shirts for her.. is all i choose wan some more.. so i don see much sincerity from her man.. wahhaa.. she goin msia tml.. currently she is lying n sleeping lie a pig in my hse on the floor.. got bed she don wan.. tts too bad.. n she got to wake up like 6 plus tml so i dunno y shes here.. kids nowadays have lots of weird thinkings..

was late for trg.. reach bout 7 but opponent came bout 7 plus close to 8.. we tried our new formation today.. soooo good.. so strong too.. make me feel so high n happy playing inside.. nothing is confirm anw.. still got to train more n more.. but today really v shock with the whole team performance.. germy served like 12 balls?!??!?! goodness.. its like a whole lot of miracle.. continue k.. jia you ba.. see u can do it if u want.. n if u know it earlier we wd not have lost the 4 on 4.. oh my.. so lao kui.. sia sui.. haha n xt n hui yee block so well.. n seet too 2 balls.. wahaha.. n pple like me just got to look impt in the game.. hahah.. tts all i'm trg for.. my place like so covered by xt n grace.. always take everything so i only need to be ready to run for off speed ball.. cool thou.. see libro's duty is basically to look impt.. haha.. cant believe ivp coming goodness goodness so fast.. cant bear to see it come.. its gonna be sad when its all over.. OH NO!! i'll really miss u all like CRAZY!! i will just cry the river and drown the whole world..

my dear phone named precious wasnt with me for about an hour just now.. i so sad n angry.. like no ownership over my own things.. cries** only 2nd day since i buy n i kind of lose it for a while.. wad crap!!~~

bebble says HI just to say BYE@ 12:35 AM