Non Stop Babbling

Saturday, November 19, 2005

finally played pool today!! so happy.. played with andrea n ying ying n supposedly hui yee but she went missing before we started playing.. enjoyed myself.. they so crappy.. v hard for me to flow into wad they saying.. different era of rubbish we talk..

after tt went for trg.. started with like only 5 pple.. rather pathetic.. 6 pple nv come.. n the rest came kind of late.. team having a little or rather lots of problem recently.. formation is changing n changing n nothing seems best at all.. everybody thinks differently.. so wad is the best soloution?? hais.. no time no time left..

after trg someone send me this shocking but expected sentence.. kind of lost n theres so many things i'm feeling n wanna say now.. NOW!! i'm afraid tml all the feelings will be gone n nothing is left to say but *******
if u ever think of how i feel u wun do it..

**tu ran lei le**

my relationship with u had never improve since we last met.. its been depreciating like nobody's business.. i tried.. i really tried but u don give me e feeling u did.. yes its true its not the time we spent tt matters but every msg n conversation contains not much love but a routine.. i'm so afraid someone will replace u eventhough i always tell myself u r irreplaceable.. u're e only one i cried for so many times.. u're the one who used to be with me whenever i'm feeling down or lost.. but now i find it so hard to tell u anything.. y is this happening? nv ever dare to imagine u not being in my life.. scared cuz i'll sure be lost.. i'm just waiting for u to fulfil wad u promise me after another part of ur life has ended.. but wad if i cant do the same like before.. den i'll be e worst person u've known..but i just wish n know u wun read this.. but if u happen to i just wanna say i still love u the same as before never will it change.. n i'll cherish u much more before u r gone for yrs.. * *MUACKS* * love u soooo much....

bebble says HI just to say BYE@ 12:23 AM