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Sunday, July 31, 2005

This morning i went for a hair-cut after all the criticism(dunno how to spell) from my friends yesterday tt e back is growing too much n messy.. n unexpectedly i dyed my hair too.. dunno wad colour it is but it just have colours on it..

Today church service was awesome though i doze off in betweens..opps.. is a special speaker who is very powerful in deliverance(if u all know wads tt).. yest during cell my leader already say must prepare cuz he v anointed den in e middle of his sermon pple will scream n stuff cuz of the evil spirit in them.. never seen it before n it sounded scary though.. before he called for an alter call today.. i hope i wont suit into the category he calling for den dun have to respond.. he called for those who have encounters with spirits, medium, n have demons inside them bla bla bla.. just simply those that have encounters with weird things around them.. den listen so long i like don suit n felt wasted cuz its like v rare opportunity.. so nvm la.. just stand there cont to worship n pray.. but he really v holy.. one by one was slain by him n fell to e floor.. e whole front of e hall was filled with bodies lying all over.. hardly have any space to walk.. but yet more n more pple responded as they really want unclean things to be out of them.. people were vomiting all over.. coughing n crying.. screaming shouting n yelling.. was really scary i must say but he say those r e demons tt is within them tt doesnt want to come out for they fear.. n tt's y all e signs will happen... its like watching a movie man.. e harder e congregation pray.. e louder they shout.. it was really awesome to see them cast out demons.. i turned to my friend n ask her y don just go down.. nothing but just go try oso nice.. but haha how can.. den slowly slowly i cont praying.. n i start to think.. maybe i am oso e one cuz i know i have some unseen n unknown bad spirits tt is obstructing my spiritual growth.. was like trying hard to find my leader to ask her to just pray for me.. just as i was thinking she walk towards where we standing n when i saw her walking here i know she gonna ask mi to respond.. indeed.. she came n ask me.. do my parents idolise any stuff.. i said no.. lust?? no.. she ask e critical qns n tt is do i have some kind of fear with me?? i stop n ponder n tt is when she know i need to respond.. i was e last person to go down the alter n when i stood infront i was like really lost cuz everybody was like lying everywhere.. cant even make any space for me to walk.. i stood there alone with my leader n the pastor just came walking down from the stage and lay hands on me.. there were like many other pastors praying for the people but i got him to pray for me.. he grabbed my head real hard and started praying.. feeling was really v strong n powerful.. he slain n i fell.. my leader started praying for me so strongly.. i cried n cried.. din have those vomits n screaming just tears.. but really felt so relieved after tt..
cuz i m like e last person to go down n standing alone n pastor praying for me.. the camera was like zooming at me only.. din know until my friends told me after the service.. i was like being captured on the screen so big alone.. woah..

everything was just truly amazing..

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